  Born to Heaven on 4/30/97        On April 30, 1997 I was living on my own after leaving Steve and was elated about the baby that was growing inside of me. I came home to my apartment at 7:45 in the evening, and as I went to unlock the door he approached from behind me and grabbed my hair pulling me backwards.  and grabbed me by the shoulders, shaking me and slapping me, he called me outrageous names. He shoved me down the steps, and I rolled down them. As I lay at the bottom, I knew something was wrong. The doctor said that the placenta had been ripped away from the uterus wall, and that was the cause of death. I had two broken ribs, cuts and bruises, but my baby was gone. The judge said - referring to my baby - that since it did not take a breath of air, it was not a life.     I could not protect you, for that I am sorry. He hated me for loving you, to end your life he wanted me too. I told him no and you grew inside me, ...7 wonderful months until tragedy. He pushed me down too many stairs, at the bottom I layed in despair. You got your wings not long after, cried when the doctor said "its too late we cant save her" I held you tight for one long look, an innocent life he took. In a cradle of lace you now sleep, at Jesus' feet. Please dont cry as the angels sing you a lullaby. I will hold you again in my arms, but for now you'll forever be in my heart Love, Mommy           Written by R.K. Cecil Child of heaven come to earth, You just could not stay. This world could not hold you And so soon you went away. Like a rare and precious rose, Your lovely soul can't die. Budded here upon the earth, Now it will bloom on high. You are a child of heaven And will forever be In the arms of Jesus For all eternity.       You can visit her website for her son Rob here ~ Rob Northrop's Site.   that was a part of me. It is not where I wanted her but where God wanted her to be. She was here but just a moment like a night time shooting star. And though she is in Heaven She isn't very far. She touched the hearts of many like only an Angel can do. I would've held her every minute if the end I ever knew. So I send this special message to the Heavens up above. Please take care of my Angel and send her all My Love... - Author Unknown -     You'll always be my child - I think of you each day, Even though you must remain so very far away. A love as strong as this, I've never felt before; But you had to go away, up through heaven's door. You'll never have to suffer, or feel pain or hate, just peace and love and happiness - God has given you this fate. I hope that you can feel just how much I care; And, when my days are over, in a flash - I will be there. Pure unbounding joy! We'll never have to part. You'll be right by my side - and not just in my heart. But, until that day, when my dream is real - I think I understand, just how I should feel... "Mom, I am fine!" this must be what you would say - "Please don't be sad, we'll meet again one day: I'm with God above - so don't cry for me, Our parting is but a moment compared to eternity. ~ Author Unknown            Wrote down an infant's birth And mentioned as he closed the book ........too beautiful for earth.            To learn more about Adriana, please visit these web pages below ~        A friend can hear a tear drop.         I'll See You Again Someday by McBride & The Ride - for Angel Adriana's special web page!          
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